I just wrote a long entry about how Jekyll and Hyde Derek is and what a phony he is when it suits him, bragging to others about his wife's accomplishments and travels. The other day we had dinner with friends and he even commented that if I weren't around, he would be miserable. Just an hour earlier in the car, he was raging and said, "My god, what a shit family!!"
Today he was being horrible in the kitchen, and I said, "What's your problem?" "YOU are my problem, Stacey, you know that, right?!" And then he threw in, "What a horrible person..." just for good measure.
Well I guess what you don't appreciate doesn't stay in your life forever. That's the reality of it. I appreciate everything I have. And I will never forget that. I know that life will get better. I guess I just wanted anyone else who might be on this emotional rollercoaster, up and down daily, even hourly, that it's not normal, it's not you, and it can end.
I also appreciate everyone who's out there reading, and being there for me. It keeps me motivated and strong more than I ever thought.
Until next time, dear friends...
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It's true what he says, he would be miserable without you, but he doesn't seam very jolly now... He will be miserable when you'll go cos he won't have anyone to bully every single day... And yes he'll beg you to come back... But we all now you won't do that... So stay strong as always and go as soon as you can...
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